[PRIVATE POST, is hackable]
May. 4th, 2008 12:56 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
saint_sami It's less than a week...
Less than a week before everything happens and I'm letting everything get to me. When Optimus went off, I wanted to be stronger... instead, I nearly blew a rescue attempt and got a member of DATS angry at me. Then I tried to get some training in by getting someone to help me, but I could tell he didn't want me around, even after I was trying to be nice to him...
Back home, I didn't have to worry about all this... s-sure I was the only young kid around, but I had Ryo-Ohki around with me! Tenchi, Ryoko, my sister, everyone... even if they did crazy stuff, they watched out for me... here, I... I feel like a stranger here. Caleb, Matt, Will, Hay Lin, Grif... they treat me like they're family (even though Grif doesn't want to admit it), yet, step outside...
*sniffle*
...and I kinda feel that I truely am alien...
Miss Fujieda, I'm sorry for worrying you when I came here...
Takeru-kun, I'm sorry for prying into your problems when I came here...
Nanoha-chan, I didn't mean to throw my problems at you... I was lonely...
Everyone at the Silver Dragon, I'm sorry about dragging you into my mess with the dreams...
Molly, Osamu, I'm sorry I nearly ruined everything...
Tatum, I'm sorry for risking your life...
Kazune-kun, I... I'm sorry...
...
*sniffles* ...I wanna go home...
Less than a week before everything happens and I'm letting everything get to me. When Optimus went off, I wanted to be stronger... instead, I nearly blew a rescue attempt and got a member of DATS angry at me. Then I tried to get some training in by getting someone to help me, but I could tell he didn't want me around, even after I was trying to be nice to him...
Back home, I didn't have to worry about all this... s-sure I was the only young kid around, but I had Ryo-Ohki around with me! Tenchi, Ryoko, my sister, everyone... even if they did crazy stuff, they watched out for me... here, I... I feel like a stranger here. Caleb, Matt, Will, Hay Lin, Grif... they treat me like they're family (even though Grif doesn't want to admit it), yet, step outside...
*sniffle*
...and I kinda feel that I truely am alien...
Miss Fujieda, I'm sorry for worrying you when I came here...
Takeru-kun, I'm sorry for prying into your problems when I came here...
Nanoha-chan, I didn't mean to throw my problems at you... I was lonely...
Everyone at the Silver Dragon, I'm sorry about dragging you into my mess with the dreams...
Molly, Osamu, I'm sorry I nearly ruined everything...
Tatum, I'm sorry for risking your life...
Kazune-kun, I... I'm sorry...
...
*sniffles* ...I wanna go home...
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Re: [Untraceable, Unable To Pinpoint Location, Unhackable]
Date: 2008-05-04 05:46 am (UTC)Making friends is a hit and miss thing. Even if you go out with the best of intentions, it could backfire terribly. But you know what? It's best if you get up, and try and try again!
To be honest... you're the first Tamer I've ever spoken to. Over the D-Comms I mean. I don't use them at all. I'd rather keep my thoughts in a diary.
So in a way... this is a first for the both of us, right? ^_^
Re: [Untraceable, Unable To Pinpoint Location, Unhackable]
Date: 2008-05-04 05:57 am (UTC)And... and you're right, I can't give up with trying to make friends!
As for you talking over the D-Comm... m-maybe we can do so again? Maybe we can turn this first into many more!
Re: [Untraceable, Unable To Pinpoint Location, Unhackable]
Date: 2008-05-04 05:58 am (UTC)