[PRIVATE POST, is hackable]
May. 4th, 2008 12:56 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
saint_sami It's less than a week...
Less than a week before everything happens and I'm letting everything get to me. When Optimus went off, I wanted to be stronger... instead, I nearly blew a rescue attempt and got a member of DATS angry at me. Then I tried to get some training in by getting someone to help me, but I could tell he didn't want me around, even after I was trying to be nice to him...
Back home, I didn't have to worry about all this... s-sure I was the only young kid around, but I had Ryo-Ohki around with me! Tenchi, Ryoko, my sister, everyone... even if they did crazy stuff, they watched out for me... here, I... I feel like a stranger here. Caleb, Matt, Will, Hay Lin, Grif... they treat me like they're family (even though Grif doesn't want to admit it), yet, step outside...
*sniffle*
...and I kinda feel that I truely am alien...
Miss Fujieda, I'm sorry for worrying you when I came here...
Takeru-kun, I'm sorry for prying into your problems when I came here...
Nanoha-chan, I didn't mean to throw my problems at you... I was lonely...
Everyone at the Silver Dragon, I'm sorry about dragging you into my mess with the dreams...
Molly, Osamu, I'm sorry I nearly ruined everything...
Tatum, I'm sorry for risking your life...
Kazune-kun, I... I'm sorry...
...
*sniffles* ...I wanna go home...
Less than a week before everything happens and I'm letting everything get to me. When Optimus went off, I wanted to be stronger... instead, I nearly blew a rescue attempt and got a member of DATS angry at me. Then I tried to get some training in by getting someone to help me, but I could tell he didn't want me around, even after I was trying to be nice to him...
Back home, I didn't have to worry about all this... s-sure I was the only young kid around, but I had Ryo-Ohki around with me! Tenchi, Ryoko, my sister, everyone... even if they did crazy stuff, they watched out for me... here, I... I feel like a stranger here. Caleb, Matt, Will, Hay Lin, Grif... they treat me like they're family (even though Grif doesn't want to admit it), yet, step outside...
*sniffle*
...and I kinda feel that I truely am alien...
Miss Fujieda, I'm sorry for worrying you when I came here...
Takeru-kun, I'm sorry for prying into your problems when I came here...
Nanoha-chan, I didn't mean to throw my problems at you... I was lonely...
Everyone at the Silver Dragon, I'm sorry about dragging you into my mess with the dreams...
Molly, Osamu, I'm sorry I nearly ruined everything...
Tatum, I'm sorry for risking your life...
Kazune-kun, I... I'm sorry...
...
*sniffles* ...I wanna go home...
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Re: Kazune goes and Hacks, because he can.
Date: 2008-05-04 06:11 am (UTC)...
...I didn't get mad at you... I got upset at myself... things were completely backfiring, a-and I... I guess after that last remark, I took it too badly and...
...I just can't help but blame myself...
Re: Kazune goes and Hacks, because he can.
Date: 2008-05-04 07:01 am (UTC)It's not a bad thing, but try not to put the blame on yourself...
Besides, depending on the situation I tend to have moodswings, if you want to call it that...
Though I have to admit I do that also...(( OOC: Strike not there. ))
Re: Kazune goes and Hacks, because he can.
Date: 2008-05-04 03:33 pm (UTC)*sighs*
I guess I took everything too much to heart... I'm feeling better, though...
...can... can we be friends?
Re: Kazune goes and Hacks, because he can.
Date: 2008-05-04 06:47 pm (UTC)...
Of course.
It's not like I met you just so we can become enemies...
There is a reason why we met, right?
Re: Kazune goes and Hacks, because he can.
Date: 2008-05-05 02:45 am (UTC)...
That's good... I don't want to make any unnesssicary enemies.
And, yeah... there probably is a reason we met...
...there probably is...