Guardian Entry 32 - Weight of the World [Locked to New Guardians]

[saint_sami]

Is it wrong to be scared?

Everything's riding on Xanatos' plan and us trying to fight Doom to the finish, but... I don't know if I can. I'm not Nerissa, I'm not Cassidy, I'm not Will, I'm not leader material. I'm... I'm still just a kid. And now, one little screw up... and it won't matter if Hay Lin-neesan doesn't wake up...

It's just too much... I don't know if I can do it...

Comments

[klutzy-maiden.livejournal.com]

I wasn't anyone but the chosen when I went to save the World from Regeneration. Me... I was just the one that was going to sacrifice myself so my world can start to flourish.

Lloyd Irving... my best friend... he was once just a normal kid, who didn't have anything to do with the world. Didn't have anything to do with trying to save it... and myself from sacrifice. However, the journey that he took with me and everyone else... it grew him into a leader. A brave strong one who everyone can depend on.

What I mean by this is that... people may not think that they can be a leader at first. But through trials and tribulations, they can possibly become the strongest leader people have ever seen. Just believe in yourself and the others around you... You are allowed to be scared, but try to have the courage to bring us forward, and more importantly... you.

As for Hay Lin... I'm sure she'll wake up. Just trust in your judgement that she will, and I'm sure the day will be here soon. It was like when I did sacrifice myself. For a while... I was just a soulless being, walking on the earth without a care in the world. However, again... Lloyd believed in me, and so I was able to come back 100%.

I'm sure you'll be a very good leader, Sasami. Just make sure you put faith in yourself, and try not to let others down. Things may surprise you someday, like when Lloyd saved both of our worlds from being blown out of existence...

I believe you'll guide us to victory, and we'll get the Heart back from Doom.

[saint-sami.livejournal.com]

Colette-chan...

...

...thank you... thank you for believing in me.

[klutzy-maiden.livejournal.com]

No problem, Sasami. You are a very good friend, and I'll sure you'll bring us to the victory that we need against Doom. Just don't let yourself down, and we'll all be fine.

Just don't forget Dwarven Vow #7: Goodness and Love will always win!

[saint-sami.livejournal.com]

Heheheh... Right! Thank you again...!

[hikari-no-kami.livejournal.com]

... I don't think I can counter that.

And I think I can officially say that if I wasn't scared before, I am now. O.O;;

... All things that should be considered kidding aside, Sasami-chan, I know how you feel. It might seem scary, but ... we have to keep strong for the sake of ... well, everyone and everything.

If we don't keep strong and if we let how bad things are right now get to us, the idiot Doomy has already won.

You have the strength and everything you need to be a leader, Sasami-chan. ^^ And we know you do. You just have to believe you have what it takes, because we all believe in you.

So? Start believing, already! :D

[saint-sami.livejournal.com]

Karin-chan...

...thank you... I... I don't know what else to say. I mean... it just happened so fast and everything...

It just got to me...

...thank you...!

[terra-who.livejournal.com]

Sasami...

You're stronger than you think. Without your strength, you wouldn't have been able to activate the Heart of Jurai in the first place - you wouldn't have been able to transform us. Its all deep inside of you. You've had it there all along. You even made me feel like I was being a bit of a hero - that's not an easy thing to do.

But...no. It's not wrong to be scared. I'm...I'm terrified - I'm shaking. But for the first time in a long time, I have something I want to really defend, and I can do something to make a difference. Isn't that really what these powers are for? Making a difference?

Because...you already have, Sasami. You're.....you're stronger than you know.

[saint-sami.livejournal.com]

...stronger than I know...?

...that's... that's what Nanoha-chan said...

Maybe... maybe I am... and... I know I have to be...

...thank you, Terra...!

[terra-who.livejournal.com]

...You...you did the same thing for me, Sasami. It's the least I could do.

[takaishi-hitomi.livejournal.com]

Sasami-chan...

My parents were just kids when they ended up saving the world. My Daddy had to do it three times before he was even a teenager. Mommy, while she was thrown in a world, a timeline she didn't know, still chose to help save the world and help Daddy and the other chosen...

Still being a kid and being weak are two different things.

And you are far from weak.