saint_sami: (Upset?)
saint_sami ([personal profile] saint_sami) wrote2008-05-04 12:56 am

[PRIVATE POST, is hackable]

 It's less than a week...

Less than a week before everything happens and I'm letting everything get to me. When Optimus went off, I wanted to be stronger... instead, I nearly blew a rescue attempt and got a member of DATS angry at me. Then I tried to get some training in by getting someone to help me, but I could tell he didn't want me around, even after I was trying to be nice to him...

Back home, I didn't have to worry about all this... s-sure I was the only young kid around, but I had Ryo-Ohki around with me! Tenchi, Ryoko, my sister, everyone... even if they did crazy stuff, they watched out for me... here, I... I feel like a stranger here. Caleb, Matt, Will, Hay Lin, Grif... they treat me like they're family (even though Grif doesn't want to admit it), yet, step outside...

*sniffle*

...and I kinda feel that I truely am alien...

Miss Fujieda, I'm sorry for worrying you when I came here...

Takeru-kun, I'm sorry for prying into your problems when I came here...

Nanoha-chan, I didn't mean to throw my problems at you... I was lonely...

Everyone at the Silver Dragon, I'm sorry about dragging you into my mess with the dreams...

Molly, Osamu, I'm sorry I nearly ruined everything...

Tatum, I'm sorry for risking your life...

Kazune-kun, I... I'm sorry...

...

*sniffles* ...I wanna go home...

[Untraceable, Unable To Pinpoint Location, Unhackable]

[identity profile] suscipimalevola.livejournal.com 2008-05-04 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
We all want to go home. I've only been here for a few months but I still feel like one of the faceless names in the crowd.

Guilmon's been nice to me though.

Heh... I guess... we both miss our homes, hmm?

Re: [Untraceable, Unable To Pinpoint Location, Unhackable]

[identity profile] saint-sami.livejournal.com 2008-05-04 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
H--

H-How did...? I thought...

...y-you feel the same way, too?

Y-Yes, my partner, DORUmon's been very kind to me as well... he even evolved to protect me when I nearly screwed up everything...

...yes... yes, I guess we do miss home...

Re: [Untraceable, Unable To Pinpoint Location, Unhackable]

[identity profile] suscipimalevola.livejournal.com 2008-05-04 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
I'm a little good with computers and all.

Yeah. I miss my home. Granted it's not as wild as being here and all...

Sorry for not introducing myself. I'm Nellie. And you're Sasami, right? I've seen your name pop up on the Comm channels every so often.

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[identity profile] saint-sami.livejournal.com 2008-05-04 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
It's... it's alright.

...heh, I kinda wonder if back home and being here is just the same. They're both wild, but...

...heh, I guess I don't have to introduce myself, then. I... I try to make myself known when I can... make some friends, y'know? I... I rarely go out back home, so, it was a first...

...and look what happened...

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[identity profile] suscipimalevola.livejournal.com 2008-05-04 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
Sasami...

Making friends is a hit and miss thing. Even if you go out with the best of intentions, it could backfire terribly. But you know what? It's best if you get up, and try and try again!

To be honest... you're the first Tamer I've ever spoken to. Over the D-Comms I mean. I don't use them at all. I'd rather keep my thoughts in a diary.

So in a way... this is a first for the both of us, right? ^_^

Re: [Untraceable, Unable To Pinpoint Location, Unhackable]

[identity profile] saint-sami.livejournal.com 2008-05-04 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah... yeah, you're right!

And... and you're right, I can't give up with trying to make friends!

As for you talking over the D-Comm... m-maybe we can do so again? Maybe we can turn this first into many more!

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[identity profile] suscipimalevola.livejournal.com 2008-05-04 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
I look forward to it! ^_^

Kazune goes and Hacks, because he can.

[identity profile] peaceful-sound.livejournal.com 2008-05-04 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
Hey.. you don't have to be sorry...

I'm guessing the one you're speaking about in the training is me...

Wipe those tears, because what you're saying is completely absurd....

Heh.. I guess I even get women pissed off here also...

((OOC: -wishes she can get sad iconz -- Stike extremely hackable. ))

Re: Kazune goes and Hacks, because he can.

[identity profile] saint-sami.livejournal.com 2008-05-04 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
...absurd? I...

...

...I didn't get mad at you... I got upset at myself... things were completely backfiring, a-and I... I guess after that last remark, I took it too badly and...

...I just can't help but blame myself...

Re: Kazune goes and Hacks, because he can.

[identity profile] peaceful-sound.livejournal.com 2008-05-04 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
You remind me of Karin...

It's not a bad thing, but try not to put the blame on yourself...

Besides, depending on the situation I tend to have moodswings, if you want to call it that...

Though I have to admit I do that also...

(( OOC: Strike not there. ))

Re: Kazune goes and Hacks, because he can.

[identity profile] saint-sami.livejournal.com 2008-05-04 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Heh... I see...

*sighs*

I guess I took everything too much to heart... I'm feeling better, though...

...can... can we be friends?

Re: Kazune goes and Hacks, because he can.

[identity profile] peaceful-sound.livejournal.com 2008-05-04 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, don't take everything to heart... You can get in major trouble that way.

...

Of course.

It's not like I met you just so we can become enemies...

There is a reason why we met, right?

Re: Kazune goes and Hacks, because he can.

[identity profile] saint-sami.livejournal.com 2008-05-05 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah... I need to learn that... hehehe!

...

That's good... I don't want to make any unnesssicary enemies.

And, yeah... there probably is a reason we met...

...there probably is...